Its been a year.

Hey people. I know i have been gone for too long. My last post was in October last year? But i have my last year of school this year. And its been so stressful. But i am back. And i promise i'll post as much as i can. And if you'll notice, i changed the description. And i am going to add so many different things to this blog. Hit me up with suggestions on what i should post about and i'll give the shoutout to the one i choose to do. New post will be up very soon.

Monkey love to all 🐒💕



I am not talking Mr. Grey. Okay? Sorry to dissapoint. 😂 I am rather gonna talk about life. Yeah. Shades and life? 

You see life has different shades. Happy, Sad, Love etc etc. Its like a pallette and you are making an abstract painting. You are gonna need all those colours. All those shades complete painting. What will be a painting without a little black? Or a little red? You are getting what i am saying right? 

Most of all life need YOU to have different shade. Not 50 but few shades. But the shade which should be the most seen is your own shade. The original you. You are like white. Even in the painting full of colours its white which is most important. You cant start without a white background can you? 

Monkey love to you all ❤️

Also i saw i didnt get much responses on my previous post. Its okay if you guys dont like sharing you own stories related to the post but its good to let things out you know?  

Looks and Does it matter? 

Hey lovelies.

So i know this is a pretty sensitive topic. But i just wanted to put out my view on it. We have always been told that looks dont matter. Its what inside that matters. Its true you know. A year back and still i think that why do people say that. When anyone looks at us the first time he notices how we look right? Its not like we walk around with a board around our neck with all our personality traits. In this generation or maybe any generation if a guy find you pretty then only he will come and talk to you right? 

I was not always the ‘Beautiful girl’ i was often termed cute or adorable because i was a little chubby. When you grow in a family with more than 20 people you are sure to be compared. Out of all my cousins who were hot, tall , beautiful and in a relationship. I was always the least attractive one being short and chubby and single and also a tomboy. But as time went by i realised that being cute is not a bad thing right? What if i am chubby? I love food. I eat more than a big bear. What if not many guys take interest in me its doesnt matter much right? I am still insecure about my looks but i am coming to terms with it. 

But now what i think is. Guys are not that judgemental you know? Maybe you are not the most beautiful girl in the world. But all the guys are NOT same. All of them have different concept of beauty. Maybe you are not beautiful to one but you can be beautiful to another. And most of all you dont need to be beautiful for anyone. Be beautiful for you. More than looks what attracts a guy or girl is attitude and personality. How you talk, the way you walk ( Oh i can rhyme) etc etc. If you are comfortable in your own skin then the right person will see that. You inner beauty reflects you know. Flaunt it off. Dont be afraid to be your own kind of beautiful. 

And this post is not only for girls. I know guys are insecure about looks too. So its for everyone out there who spend hours worrying about looks. I know there are lots of you like me who are insecure about their looks. So, Do something. Each of you tell me atleast one thing you love about yourself. Speak your speacial trait out load in the comments or even your insecurities. Once you speak your insecurity i am telling you with experience you’ll feel much better and maybe i’ll be able to help. 

All you beautiful souls.Monkey love to you all. 💕

Also i so so so love all of you out there for your responce on my last post. Thank you so much for the encouragement. You guys are truly amazing especially the ones who took time to comment and give me a boost. Much love to all of you. 💕 


Hey guys. 

So i need y’all’s help here. I saw my last post and i dont think many of you related to it. I just want you guys to give me ideas on what to write about. There are lots of things in my mind. And i have always not known what to say. So help me out? I would really appreciate if you help a friend out here? I have always thought that online is a good place to make friends. They match your mindset. And even without knowing you they help you. 💕

You know? Confusions are a very common part of our lives. As a teenager we are confused about most of the things. And its normal. Nobody expects anyone to figure out everything. But teenagers. We are the most confused people on plant. 

Top things every teenager is confused about:

  1. Crushes. You all must have spent nights over the thought that your crush likes you back or are you in love with them or just an infatuation? 
  2. Clothes. Well, only incase of girls though. What clothes to wear, how they’ll look on you etc etc.
  3. Girls. Didnt you always felt that girls are confusing? I am saying this being a girl myself. I mean why are they all so difficult to understand? Ugh. 
  4. Careers. Trust me. Even i dont know what i am gonna do regarding job and all. 
  5. Feelings. Do i have to say more? There are so many of them. All those feeling at once. 
  6. Life. Yes the major of all life. But ask your parents they havent figured it out too. You’ll figure it out. 

So, i am confused too. I dont know if this new step i took of blogging is gonna go somewhere. Or if anyone is even listening me or If my writting is helping you at anyway or if i am even a good writer. I would love your feedbacks. Help me out? 

Monkey love to you all 💕

High School

Were you also told that what you are and what you do in high school defines you? Well i wont say its all true and its not all wrong too. High School is a place where we learn a lot. I mean in life terms. That crush you had, the guy you dated, old broken friendships to new friendships. It all teaches you something really big. Pay close attention. 

One of the major things are. Relationships. Its so in fashion to have a significant other during high school right? I tell you what. It’s not. You are just a teen. What do you know about love. Okay maybe you know. But you have only lived 1/4th of your life how do you know he is the one? But i’ll also tell you to make memories. Have crushes. Flirt. Dance. Go out. Go on dates. Most importantly Make friends. Because when you and your best of friends go different paths? These memories are the only thing which will keep the bond alive. 

All i am saying is live your high school days. Life is way tough after that. Live to the fullest while you can. 

Monkey love to you all. 

Live to the fullest. 

And if in anyone way you think you can relate to me or want to talk. I am always up for a conversation. 💕

Take Chances. 

I was always stuck in the closet trying to hide away from public. I always told myself that ‘Man i dont need to be seen to be successful.’ Well, turns out i have to be seen to make a change. People will notice me. Each of you all must be thinking whenever you see someone that what they must be thinking about you. Right? So next time when you see a stranger inact one of those senario you made up in your mind about meeting someone new. I warn you it may turn out to be bad. But he is a stranger isnt it? What are the chances that you will face him again? Take Chances. If all my high school i learned something was to take   chances. You never know which one might turn out to be life changing. And well, dont look at me. I haven’t had my life changing chance till now but i am hoping this is the chance. 

Believe in yourself.

Monkey love to all of you. ❤️