Trust. 

Its a small five letter word. But how can it wrap your whole life around it. 

If any of you have felt like you dont trust anyone but you still have this hope that they are good. I know how it feels. Trusting someone is very difficult. You dont know what that person is capable of. But still there is this hope inside of you that they are good. I know how painful and how much difficult it is to hope again when that trust is broken. But do not do that. Hold on to that hope. The ability to hope for good in people is not bad. What is bad is the wrong person. 

We sometimes trust the wrong person. And it would feel like your own fault but it isnt. You see, we see people how they want us to see them. We believe in the image people create of themselves. Its NOT your fault that the person played you. You just wanted to believe in that image they created. And believing is good. Believe. But keep your eyes on their actions. Sometimes action speaks more than words. You’ll know how they really are. And a simple test? I read in psychology. When people are put under difficult situation, their true personality are shown. Try it if you want. *results are not promised to be good. Do it own your own risk*. 

Dont stop believing, trusting, hoping. But learn to let go when they are broken. 

Monkey love to all 💕

Bad days and how to handle them. 

Life isnt always rainbows and sunshine.

These couple of days have been real bad for me. And its getting much worse. But I’ll let you people know what to do on these days. 

  1. Cry. I always thought crying was for weak people. And when i was a child and people used to ask me ‘Are you crying?’ I always got defensive that i dont cry. But now, At this age i realise how important it is to just let go and cry. There are all these feelings, anger and pain wanting to come out. So cry it out. Its the most harmless yet the most effective way. There is nothing wrong in being weak for few minutes.
  2. Do things that make you happy. It can be anything from getting a spa to just eating a good meal. Pamper yourself. It’ll help you forget about all the bad things for few minutes. 
  3. Write it down. Lots of you might feel at those moments that there is no one to talk to. So write it down. Even if you dont maintain a journal just take a piece of paper write everything down and at the end just write that ‘It will be fine. I will be fine’ And hide it any book or notebook and someday you’ll find it and read it and think how all of that problems dont matter now. 
  4. Take a day off. I was a little doubtful on this too. I just wanted to curl up in my blanket and be there forever but there was this thing in my mind that someone out there is having a much worse day and they dont get to just lay it off. So how can i? But its okay. It doesnt matter how much worse it is. If you want a day off? Take it. 
  5. Know that everything will be better eventually. I warn you though it’ll get much worse before it gets better. I thought on the first day that it’ll be better tomorrow but No. Its like a bruise. Before getting better it gets much worse. Black and blue and what not disgusting colour but then it fades away. 

You’ll get better i promise. I dont want anyone of you to feel alone on these days. Find someone to talk to anf if there is no one. I am here. I will listen to each of you. Just dont be crying alone in your room. Its not a good feeling. 

For rainbows to be seen there is always a rainstorm before. 

Monkey love to you all. 💕